Sunday, March 23, 2008

It's a Brand New Day

It's a brand new day today. Even though it was cloudy and there was snow on the ground, it was a new day. I realized today how much of the holiday experience I have missed because of my involvement with the church. Giving time to the church is a very good thing, however, when it causes stress and the loss of the real meaning of these celebrations, it becomes an idol. I realized that today.

I woke up very sad. I missed by faith community deeply this morning. It seemed like an empty day. I went downstairs and turned on Ed Young. For a fundie, I really enjoy his messages. There are timely and easy to relate to. And I was fed this morning. Always a cool thing.

As I prepared for the onslaught of family coming, I moved in calmness. This is something new as well. I had purposely made things really easy for myself and it showed. I was busy, but it was a relaxed busy. As people started to arrive, I enjoyed myself. Brunch went off well, even though some of the egg dishes were a bit "cajun." Everyone had a great time. I love how the families get along and truly have fun.

Then this evening, we went to church as a family and I wasn't the only one who enjoyed it. Everyone enjoyed it. Thank you Jesus! They want to go back. Thank you Jesus! It is a brand new day. Again, I was fed by the message and the acceptance of the other worshipers. Of course, I'm known there, but it didn't matter. We were welcomed. Bad memories of betrayal, exploitation, and hypocrisy from the building, but it was different experience. A brand new day. Another chance at healing. New life begins all the time. Easter happens every day if we allow our eyes to be opened to seeing Jesus in the world. The Body of Christ is at work and present all around us. Alleluia, Christ has risen.

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